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Darling, It Wouldn't Be a Party Without You​.​.​.

by PROXOXIE

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    1. I Don't Care...

    2. My Cellar

    3. Kill Me Slowly (w/ Dropcat)

    4. Chewed Up & Spit Out

    5. Faster (w/ Wee Pow)

    6. Interlude

    7. Messy (w/ ratrace90210, Wee Pow)

    8. No Sleep

    9. TV-14 (w/ Dazegxd)

    10. Irrelevant

    11. So Broken (outro)

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1.
I Don't Care... 02:27
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Lyrics: https://proxoxie.com/lyrics/i-dont-care-lyrics/ I get what I want whenever I need it Oh, You think you’re funny well Can you repeat it? Just ’cause I’m online all day Don’t mean I’m addicted I’m too busy doing nothing that I can’t do nothing else And I’m stressed out when we go out because your outfit looks like hell I got things to see and people to do I’d rather be wasted than waste time with you…. 1234 I don’t care, never did 5678 You’re pathetic, make me sick beauty is skin deep but ugly is to the bone So while I do my makeup please leave me alone 1234 I just had a nightmare 5678 It was all ’cause you I swear but ugly is to the bone So while I do my makeup please leave me alone I want you… I need you… to go away I’m not antisocial you’re annoying me Cancel my subscription I’m tired of your issues Can you leave a message I’ll pretend that I like you I’m too busy doing nothing that I can’t do nothing else And I’m stressed out when we go out because your outfit looks like hell I got things to see and people to do I’d rather be wasted than waste time with you…. 1234 I don’t care, never did 5678 You’re pathetic, make me sick beauty is skin deep but ugly is to the bone So while I do my makeup please leave me alone 1234 I just had a nightmare 5678 It was all ’cause you I swear but ugly is to the bone So while I do my makeup please leave me alone
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My Cellar 02:35
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Lyrics: proxoxie.com/lyrics/my-cellar-lyrics/ [Chorus] come party in my cellar dance with me forever speakers blare attila mutilate dismember you have been invited we are so delighted make yourself at home, doll let’s get the function started! [Verse 1] grinding glass powder in your food you slowly grow sick but continue to chew your throat begins to swell and you start to drool here to finish you off is your favorite ghoul I watch you suffocate on your vomit and spit your eyes glass over and begin to dim I caress your face as your features twitch I love you baby can you take a hint? [Chorus] come party in my cellar dance with me forever speakers blare attila mutilate dismember you have been invited we are so delighted make yourself at home, doll let’s get the function started! [Verse 2] mount you to the ceiling with my chains my marionette, can you relevé? dancing to the techno dj mix Aphex twin swaggin with Jeff Mills moving so controversial darling why don't we both take this slow? slip your hand gently ’round my waist your bicep rips clean off, my mistake… [Chorus Rephrase] welcome doll to my cellar dance with me forever the club has inducted its new found member the blood-washed floors so brightly shimmer party in the strobe light party in the strobe light
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Kill Me Slowly (w/ Dropcat) 02:36
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Lyrics: proxoxie.com/lyrics/kill-me-slowly-lyrics/ Kill me slowly darling dont you cry Pure kind soul contaminate your mind [Verse 1] I know you're there The hunt is dragging on and on and when you touch me I’m not scared I wanna feel your every wrong [Chorus] Kill me slowly darling Don't you cry Pure kind soul, contaminate your mind Link the chains until my hands are tied Feed the fire till I'm burned alive [Dropcat] Darling, close your eyes Count your blessings go to sleep And I know that you feel awful When you tell me all your dreams But do you want me to know? I know your hands are so cold But can you please try to open your eyes? [Chorus] Kill me slowly darling Don't you cry Pure kind soul contaminate your mind Slit my throat and gouge out both my eyes Scalpels, bone saws, railroad spikes and knives
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Chewed Up & Spit Out 02:48
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Lyrics: https://proxoxie.com/lyrics/2023-chewed-up-and-spit-out/ [Chorus] I can tell you anything whatcha wanna know? I can take you anywhere Show me where you wanna go If you think you’re getting out of here That’s probably just a no I got eyes behind my back and I cannot let you go (yeah) [X2] [Verse] If you cannot let me down nicely, sugarcoat it Take your tounge out from my teeth and bite me Baby cause you own it You own everything, and I love it when you tell me Lots of terrible things Lots of horrible things Don’t feed me after midnight, sweetheart I might get upset Like a dog I might just curl up and just lay down on your lap I’ve been chewed up, kick and spit out then just left in a ditch I’ve been broken, kicked so many times But I’ll be your pet. [Chorus] I can tell you anything whatcha wanna know? I can take you anywhere Show me where you wanna go If you think you’re getting out of here That’s probably just a no I got eyes behind my back and I cannot let you go (yeah) [X2]
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Faster (w/ Wee Pow) 02:13
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Lyrics: proxoxie.com/?page_id=1082 [Chorus] Faster, Faster Can you chase me faster? Jump, spin, turn around Like a little dancer Faster, Faster Can you spin me faster? Turn around, fall to the ground Address me when you answer [Wee Pow] Ok let me slip 'n slide Let me take you on a motherfuckin' ride a been doin this shit so high av been jumpin' on the mic way the demon eye a be smokin to much a can feel a can fly anytime that am up in the sky like p-p-party crew like a don't say yes 'n a say yessi like ring a ding ding like r-r-roses got a pocket full of explosives castin' these spells 'n am makin' them potions 'n am sendin' this beat right over the ocean, right over the ocean am sendin' this beat right over the ocean [Chorus] Faster, Faster Can you chase me faster? Jump, spin, turn around Like a little dancer Faster, Faster Can you spin me faster? Turn around, fall to the ground Address me when you answer Hit me harder Can you hit me harder? Adrenaline slips through my veins So can you hit me harder? Faster, Faster Can you spin me faster? Turn around, fall to the ground Address me when you answer. [Wee Pow] lit faster faster spin a little faster a be on this microphone puffin on ma ganja so faster faster spin a little faster a be on this microphone puffin on ma ganja faster faster spin a little faster a be on this microphone puffin on ma ganja
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Interlude 00:56
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Messy (w/ Wee Pow, Ratrace90210) 02:56
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No Sleep 01:42
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Lyrics: proxoxie.com/2023-no-sleep/ [Chorus] Babe you know that I see Its the timing that reminds me I wanna leave Baby don’t you spite me open up your eyes please I swear doll if you hide from me You know where to find me [Verse] is it a bad decision I’m admitting to deliberate situations that I dream about The nightmares I cant think about I acknowledge all my doubt I’m so vague when i talk about my life now I tell you I don’t ever wanna fight now I really cant be left alone all by myself Its personal lets talk about something else [Chorus] I see Its the timing that reminds me I wanna leave Baby don’t you spite me open up your eyes please I swear doll if you hide from me You know where to find me [Bridge] Baby Tonights the night I hope it means something This night would suck if to u it meant nothing Alone in my room Everything’s got me thinking Hours and hours I stare at the ceiling [Chorus] Babe you know that I see Its the timing that reminds me I wanna leave Baby don’t you spite me open up your eyes please I swear doll if you hide from me You know where to find me
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TV14 (w/ Dazegxd) 03:06
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Lyrics: proxoxie.com/?page_id=1082 [Verse] It's like hi so nice to know you I just really gotta go 'Cause I'm busy either making cash or paying off my loans And then I guess I like to think a lot cause I know where this goes But tonight I play it classy like I'm Marilyn Monroe And he said I look so cute You know I got a freaky past How do you feel about? Homie's foreign so we text on Whatsapp and he likes to drive real fast And he knows what to do I just think about that [Chorus] I don't care, anytime You know I can wait for you all night You know I can stay up till sunrise But honestly that's wasting my time and Honestly that just how I feel and it's Tv-14 that's real A contestant on Deal or No Deal I Don't Care, anytime But it's depending on how I feel That's how I feel, yeah [Bridge] I don't care, anytime You know I can wait for you all night You know I can stay up till sunrise But honestly that's wasting my time I don't care, anytime You know I can wait for you all night You know I can stay up till sunrise But honestly that's wasting my time [Verse] I wish I had a trust fund but I love my character Everybody know me when I pop up in the area Make sure nobody takes my swag I got that hysteria I used to make some horror movies They were really scary, yeah [Chorus] I don't care, anytime You know I can wait for you all night You know I can stay up till sunrise But honestly that's wasting my time and Honestly that just how I feel and it's Tv-14 that's real A contestant on Deal or No Deal I Don't Care, anytime But it's depending on how I feel That's how I feel, yeah
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Irrelevant 02:40
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Lyrics: https://proxoxie.com/lyrics/2023-irrelevant-lyrics/ [Verse 1] I think back to the time Where I had like, a life And the skyline looked bright As the sparkly lights Reflect in your eyes as I scroll Through the pictures I had And the times that you made me laugh Now those pictures expire in 15 days I deleted them now they will go away And I’m not gonna say what I’m gonna say And I’m not gonna look at my phone today [Chorus] Why did everything Happen so quickly? Its like I wake up and I’m screaming How long have I been tossing turning in my sleep? Why’d I question me? Did I really believe? It must of all just been a dream then Ok, imma cancel plans And fall right back to sleep then [Verse 2] And I know, its the first time I’m not gonna lie Cause I hate writing songs with the words “you and I” Cause its stupid There’s no excuses Its so cliche I don’t know why I’m doing this Is it relevant? No its irrelevant These days I laugh it off for the hell of it Whats so funny? I don’t know He said “Proxoxie hows your show?” I said “I don’t care anymore” And that’s just how it goes [Chorus] Why did everything Happen so quickly? Its like I wake up and I’m screaming How long have I been tossing turning in my sleep? Why’d I question me? Did I really believe? It must of all just been a dream then Ok, imma cancel plans And fall right back to sleep then
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So Broken... (Outro) 02:27
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Lyrics: proxoxie.com/?page_id=1086 [Chorus] And I know that it hurts Don't want to look so broken... When I don't know how to feel Everything starts hurting And I don't know what to say Everything comes out wrong And if you ask me what I mean Just think about this song [Verse] I've been living A science fiction It's consumed my world I've been thinking Not really clearly Everything looks blurred The reason I don't Tell exactly how I'm supposed to feel Is 'cause I find it Hard to know exactly what is real [Chorus] And I know that it hurts Don't want to look so broken... When I don't know how to feel Everything starts hurting And I don't know what to say Everything comes out wrong And if you ask me what I mean Just think about this song [Verse Rephrase] I've been living A science fiction It's consumed my world I've been thinking Not really clearly Everything looks blurred The reason I don't Tell exactly how I'm supposed to feel Is 'cause I find it Hard to know exactly what is real

about

I have waited months for this. Thank you to the talented @7differentheavens who has contributed so much to this project...

Three years ago, I commissioned them to design my first tattoo for me, which I got in New York during a trip in August to see some friends.

What this angel means to me... Weeping angels tend to symbolize the mourning of the dead. In July of 2020, I lost my greatest artistic influence in my life, my uncle Dennis who showed me the world of art and encouraged my crazy artistic endeavors in a town where I felt creatively isolated in. The tattoo was meant to pay homage to his death, but ended up inspiring who I am as an artist.

The duality between atrocity and beauty, and how those concepts can exist in one another. Angels with bat wings weeping under a spotlight, a picture of loss, celestial grace, grief and hope.

"Darling, It Wouldn't Be a Party Without You..." Took my team and I a long time to perfect, and I am more than excited to share this with you in part of my official debut.

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released September 20, 2023

Thank you: (Instagram Handles Included)
Dropcat (mix, master, and arrangement)
@_laurennrose_ (Creative direction, photography)
@tian.play (Creative direction, photography, videography)
@gloandglory_ (Photography, Lighting)
@dazegxd (Featuring artist and arranger)
@weepoww (Featuring artist, MC)
@7differentheavens (Art)
@mymorningtorture (Arrangement)
@crowbarowen (videography)

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PROXOXIE Chicago, Illinois

fanfic writer, part wolf, taxidermy collecter.…

Broken.. stomped on.. kicked in a ditch..
Raccoons chewed.. & just forgotten...

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